BROKEN HEARTS

I thought I had been in love with a guy I was dating. When we broke up, I honestly thought I'd never get over him. But a few months later, I met a wonderful guy. He was everything I had always wanted in a boyfriend, and a best friend. We spent all our time together for the first six months. But then the most awful thing happened. I was in a car accident and am now paralysed from the waist down. It was so horrible hearing that I would never walk again. The one thing that kept me strong was my boyfriend. I thought he would see the person I was and still was, I thought he would overlook the wheelchair. I was wrong. Two months into my therapy, he told me I wasn't attractive to him anymore, that I didn't turn him on. Can you imagine the one person who meant the most to you in your life saying those words? We broke up that night and now, almost two years later, I still love him. I can't move forward and it's the most awful thing I've ever had to face. If I could choose between walking again and having him back, I would choose him. He doesn't talk to me anymore, not even when I see him out in social settings. It breaks my heart over and over again everytime I see him. I'm only in my twenties, but I seriously don't think I will ever love again. I hate this feeling and I pray every night that he and I will be together again....Hannah.

Well, I met Anthony at work - he was tall, handsome, 3 years my senior, and the most charming man I had ever met. I was only sixteen at the time, young and very naive, having never really had a relationship because I was happy with just being in control of my life, and coming to terms with my own self-esteem. Anthony managed to charm me into seeing him. Two weeks into the relationship he told me he loved me. I didn't feel that way about him. I tried to break it off so many times, but always managed to give in to his pleas. I was determined to not lose my virginity to him however, because i wanted to save that for the person I really loved. Anthony was unlike anyone I have ever met. He was violent when he didn't get his own way, but then sometimes he was the sweetest person you could ever be with. It was so confusing. His attitude towards me was forever changing, and he beat me down in my view of myself. I got sick, and tried to commit suicide because he would call me fat and ugly and tell me that I was lucky to have someone as good as him. I began cutting myself and took overdoses. It was during the lowest time in my life that he convinced me to have sex with him. I did it, and would do so at his command becuase I didn't care anymore. I had always equated love with losing my virginity, and so i felt that i must have been in love with him. Then one day he dumped me, when I found out he was sleeping with a girl from work. My life was in ruins. I was determined to p ick myself up however and try to start again, one last time. Every day I think of Anthony, what he did, how he made me feel, and I have always missed him and cried for him each day since. It took me six months however to realise the truth. It wasn't for him I was mourning, but for the loss of my innocence. ....Casey

Submitted by Mia.

I am a young girl who has broken my best friends heart over and over again for someone who I would give anything to be loved by. I know that Tom doesn't love me back but I would do anything for him. I knew for the longest time that Tom wanted to have sex with me so whenever we got the chance we went off and had sex while I was visiting my couisn. I ended up not only breaking my best friends heart who would do anything for me but I also ended up breaking my own heart when I finaly realized that Tom never loved me not matter what he said he just wanted what he wanted when he wanted it. Now that there is a chance that I might be pregnant Tom is wishing that we didn't have sex and he is telling me to work things out with my best friend because Wayne and I had something special. I think that that hurt me the most. I have loved Tom for 3 years now and I think that I am finaly ready to move on because he has broken my heart for the last time.

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